Original livejournal post: 11/21/2006 Music: Violent Femmes – “Kiss Off” Post title: The Annual Thanksgiving Message Thanksgiving Madness.. Thank you for your love, for your friendship, for being you. Thank you for the laughter, the distraction, the possibility of a brighter tomorrow. Thank you for renewed hope, for brutal honesty, and white lies. Thank you …
Shaniqua Don’t Live Here No Mo’
Original livejournal post: 8/21/06 Music: Thirty Seconds To Mars – “The Kill” Post Title: Shaniqua Don’t Live Here No Mo’ It has been far too long. So much has changed. Yet, everything has stayed exactly the same. I am trying to acknowledge this feeling. However, I can’t figure out what it is. My mental state …
I Tear My Heart Open…Just To Feel
Original livejournal post: 08/03/2005 Music: Rise Against – “Swing Life Away” Post title: I Tear My Heart Open…Just To Feel The day had come, when I thought that I finally had found what I had been searching for. Within hours, the world as I knew it fell apart. I don’t know why it has taken …
Reaching for a hand that can understand.. Someone who feels the same..
Original livejournal post: 07/21/05 Music: Hanson – “Weird” Post title: Reaching for a hand that can understand.. Someone who feels the same.. I mildly intoxicated myself. Set my Hawaiian Breeze to full blast.. And let the smooth Hanson tunes lull my tears into the deepest of sleeps. Amen.
Why Am I Updating? Because I Can!
Original LiveJournal post: 07/07/05 Music: John Denver – “Annie’s Song” Post Title: Why am I updating? Because I can! I’m tired, and cranky. And hungry.My cell is being turned off today.Parents, you ROCK. I miss my phone already. Even though it’s still on, technically. Tim has to have surgery on his ankle next week. It …
Pensive Persuasion
Pensive Persuasion Free me From my cell My hell My barren wishing-well Abduct my soul For show-and-tell My heart concedes Sound the bell! Insignificant Dejected An imperceptible shell Disenchanted Broken Cast your spell
Songbird
Songbird Captivated By the intensity of his eyes Dark Strong Solid with love Polished by life A delicate sadness Warm Inviting Mesmerizing A reflection His life Myself Our life together I felt him Promises Happiness A lifetime Together Something more Together We were love Pure Love
11:15AM
Original LiveJournal post: 01/29/05 Music: Weezer – “My Name is Jonas” Post Title: 11:15AM For a moment in time.. I stood still. Vacant eyes glaring.. At a picture.. So familiar.. But so unknown.. So obscene.. And so alone.. A single drop.. Making its way.. Down my bare chest.. Slow with confidence.. Silver with pain.. Shimmering.. …
Rant.. Rant.. Rant..
Original Livejournal Post: 01/26/2005 Music: Silverchair Rant.. Rant.. Rant.. I called my mom a cunt today. She wanted to “bash my skull in”. She claimed that’s a word that has always offended her. “I kicked a lot of asses for that”. I told her she was a moron for being offended. ‘Waaa. Someone called me …
Sign Language
Original LiveJournal post: 01/25/05 Music: Savage Garden – “Gunning Down Romance” Post Title: Sign Language (All We Got Inside is Vacancy) I’m kind of upset. Maybe I don’t have the right to be. Maybe I shouldn’t be. But, I am. I don’t feel like explaining. I’m tired, and my time is almost up. I just …