Original Livejournal Post: 01/20/2005 Music: Gwen Stefani – “Cool” BOOM! Shake-Shake-Shake the room! Why am I always so tired, and hungry? I need a nap. And a pizza. I’m actually off tomorrow, so hooray. And I get paid. So, rawsomeness all around. Unfortunately, I have my check spent already. Suzen came home last weekend, and …
Projectile Vomiting
Original Livejournal post: 01/11/05 Music: *NSYNC – “I Drive Myself Crazy” Post title: Projectile Vomiting Today, I inhaled dust, and was gracious enough to spit it out of mouth, onto the floor at work. I still sense it, quietly festering, polluting every breath. Damn you to Hell, evil dust ball! I am so incredibly tired. …
The World I Used To Know
Original LiveJournal post: 11/10/04 Music: The gentle whispers of the worn library-goers.. Post title: The World I Used To Know Today at work I greeted a guest with a friendly, “Good morning” In reply, she asked how I was doing. To that I replied.. “Good, and yourself?” Simple. Brief. Small talk at best. The Guest: …
On The Road Again
Original LiveJournal post: 08/24/04 Music: Portishead – “Numb” Post title: On The Road Again Almost a year to the day, we shall be moving again. It won’t be across the country though..not yet, anyway. This move isn’t by choice, as we will most certainly be cut off from civilization for a while. I’m not sure …
Back to the wall… And this ball is outta here!
Original LiveJournal post: 07/20/04 Music: Coheed and Cambria – “A Favor House Atlantic” Post title: Back to the wall…And this ball is outta here! I suppose I should make an update that resembles something real. Should’ve, would’ve, could’ve. I don’t have the energy for that right now. I can read your mind. You’re questioning the …
Tick Tock
Tick Tock Jerking the cord I violate the wall Tear at the ground Watch it fall Down on my knees I smash the grace Sacrificing my hands To win this epic race In the dawn of victory I bask in tainted mirth Ice beneath the flesh Of this corruption-laden Earth We awake to a world …
Final Curtain
Final Curtain I never wanted you to hurt Why were you the one to suffer? On a different day At a different time Your final hour Could have been mine Giving up Your final breath I lay restless In my bed From the pain You rise above On winged angels Sailing toward eternal love You …
The Fantasy Of Life
The Fantasy Of Life Dawn breaks on the horizon Electrified is the crisp morning air A gentle breeze dances through an open window Tickles your cheek Asleep without care True beauty plays out in your resting mind Vivid scenes of love and laughter are born The rising sun glimpses your unconscious smile Captures it’s essence …
Delirium
Delirium Induce the pain That I need Feel it flow Watch me bleed Savor this sin Born so pure Free the angel Poison the cure Blind the mirror Bless me whole Violate my presence Swallow this soul
When Forever Ends
When Forever Ends Lonesome tear Loyal Friend Too much sorrow For one to mend Taxing smile Vacant space A desperate scramble To fill your place Anxious sigh Bolted door Give me hope To find the cure