Why am I always so tired, and hungry?

I need a nap.

And a pizza.

I’m actually off tomorrow, so hooray.

And I get paid.

So, rawsomeness all around.

Unfortunately, I have my check spent already.

Suzen came home last weekend, and Lil’ BiZziE turned 16 on Monday..

Therefore, this weekend = the Christmas/birthday celebration.

I get to shell out another $400 for gifts.

Neato.

I’m bored.

And tired.

I miss people.

Why can’t I just put forth the effort?

I had a two hour conversation with Grams last night.

I’m pretty sure I spoke the entire time.

I can ramble like no other.

And she can listen like no other.

It works.

There were things I had to say.

Words that I needed someone else to hear.

An identity that struggled to find some form of life.

And so..

Last night..

I confessed..

I need to be loved.

I’ve said it.

Now..

Don’t we all feel much better?

<3