Shaniqua Don't Live Here No Mo'

It has been far too long.

So much has changed.

Yet, everything has stayed exactly the same.

I am trying to acknowledge this feeling.

However, I can’t figure out what it is.

My mental state is so familiar..

And so foreign.

I’m engaged in this inner struggle to find myself..

But, I know exactly who I am.

I love it.

I hate it.

“It” is interchangeable with “me”.

I don’t know who to trust.

I don’t know who to love.

I have lost sight of the line between sanities.

I have given into the fear of beginningless ends.

Shaniqua Don’t Live Here No Mo’